So much homework undone.....but im going to throw them aside and go out later haha. SO typical of me. Had a great time yesterday, went to weiming's then breeks! for dinner with yang, ttk and andy. Hehe. After-dinner activities, anyone?

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Crashed a S13 gathering at Weiming's yesterday, with yang, SL and joel yap. Felt kinda like a pariah... but nvm. it was good enough to meet some new people rite? At least towards the end we didnt feel so left out. Went back with this yr 3called mingfeng whu's in BMT now. Turned out that the S13 people were quite nice, even though we crashed. But somehow still got that weird feeling, as if they are staring at u like u are some alien specimen, frowning at the same time. In the end only some guy called Ngee Zheng (did i get i it rite?) stayed at weiming's, cos he's staying at TCHS boarding sch ...almost wanted to cos it was so late but went back in the end. :s

Read the papers today and found out that Mother tongue no longer needs to be taken into consideration for local University admission. YAY!!!!! which means that getting B3 for HCL is no big deal after all. All you people who didnt get the blodia distinction for HMT, check this out! and there's no need to take the SAT too. haha. Megaly pleased. No plans later currently..wonder what i'll do today and tml haiz. Of course, there's still homework....:( Mega bummeR!!!

Met char to watch the Hansel and Gretel opera by Singapore Lyrics Opera. Seems that such high-brow art is not for me. Left by the second interval after Act II. both of us couldnt take it anymore. Sorry, amos, couldnt stay till the end. At least i got a new experience today. haha. to watch an opera for the first time in my life. Too bad the novelty worn off quickly.

Everyone did WELL! COngratulations to everyone. Well, at least most of the people i noe anyway. Life's got to move on frm now on so let's look towards the future and strive for what we can do and not mope about what we should have done. (even though i still feel lousy abt HCL, hehz.)

To everyone in 04S20 hope u did well. Dominic, HY and Joel have done well non? and i heard many others too: prasee, amos, XY, sangee..... liying and char too( those are gd scores too. serious.) The rest im sure u'll be back with something gd.

Time to leave it behind and have a new beginning. Everything starts from scratch. An era is over and a new epoch has just begun. Thank you all, friends and family. You have provided much support all these time. The passion for me CCAs too kept me going. All you CH dramatists, councillors and SJAb members, officers, senIOrs and esp the teachers, you have my deepest gratitude. Wouldnt have what i have today without u. Up till now, this is the most memorable and special part of my life which i doubt will easily be replaced.

waiting....worse than getting. really.

Went for SYF auditions today. PLease pls pls let me get into SYF and not shelved into Dramafest. haiz dunno when the results will be posted. Just hope for the best.

2 days more. Wondering whether to skip sch on Fri. Vince said not to since it wont reflect well on our sch anyway...or for that matter persons. 2 yrs of sloggin and it boils down to a day of reckoning on friday. It will signify, in a most Singaporean way, a milestone completed. Does it really matter? I guess with all that uncertainty abt the future, it does matter, one way or another.

Monday again. Dunno what got to me, felt kinda down. Perhaps it was the bio and phy tests. Or maebe just because it is monday. I dunno. Hmm. Darn got kinda screwed for phy tests...have been getting this kinda math stuff wrong since sec 4. what's new? relative velocity? YUCK!

All the big hoo-ha abt the release of the O level results kinda make me sick. Why cant we jus get on life as per normal? maebe we shouldnt have had the first 3 mths in the first place. Let us go work or something, learn something that can not be taught in school or found in the textbooks. The concept of time is really warped. WARPED!!! Will get over this........somehow... not with the audition script though. Seems to be set in some kinda countryside house in the early 19th century with naggy aunts and cooped up scholars...not exactly my cup of tea. Holycow and i agreed that if we cant make it to cast, we would go crew. Haha back to my old profession.

Was late for talentime cos we went to watch Mystic River with weiming, dominic and yiyang. Boring show. Could have cut away the whole draggy middle portions and jus linked the opening and ending sequences together and spare us the superfluous details. As a result, we missed tecku and joel's turn. A shame really. We only got to noe that neither of them came in top 2. haha. But it was a chance to get together again. Went to fish and Co. had fish n chips. Almost had no money to pay. THe total bill came up to 141 so minzheng had to draw some cash from park mall. haha. More relaxing than fun yesterday. Took the chance to unwind.

NJ tests suck. They really do. Both the surprise chem quiz and the maths lecture test really drove me crazy. And PT standards are crazy. Cannot even pass my 2.4 timing even though i ran till i almost puked. And that would have been easily an A for the ladies. This is SO unfair. HmpH! Anyways tml will be NJ talentime '04. Good luck to Joel and tecku....but tecku still sounds the same leh...cant say much. hehe.

And why doesnt anyone wants to go bodyworlds? sometimes it's jus so hard to get people, even jus to ask them. all u get are furtive, vague replies that really REALLY put u OFF!. And for some, they couldnt care less. Lousy lackadaisical attitudes. :(

Went back to cat high for peer mentoring today. Felt real great to be back in school, doing something. It's jus like going home after a really dreadful week-long camp. (not that NJ is dreadful but u noe, it's the dread that's in a person). Had a really slack day yesterday. Only lesson that was conducted properly was math C. We slacked thru GP and the rest of the day was break cos of the old VP leaving. Yippee, even though i dont noe the old VP but well it's supposed to be celebrated, non? Thanx char for listening to me. These are the things to be grateful for in the first three months that make me noe that i have not made the wrong decision back then. :) Maths C test tml wish me luck

had PE today. Really sucky. COuldnt do chin-ups. man i suck. anyways it was otherwise ok. seeming to be settling into routine. The debates today was rather crappy though. Somehow, it veered towards homosexuality from sexual orientation. what, highlighting the sensitivity of the issue? but there wasnt intensive prep. prior to that so still, kudos to the speakers.

Moulin Rouge: Truth, Freedom, Beauty and Love. I've watched it for like 3 or 4 times and everytime it never fails to amaze me, always evoking different feelings. "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." Christian fought hard for his love but in the end what was it really for, only to lose it all. Perhaps it was just a cruel twist of fate or perhaps, he was contented with "(letting) everyone know (of their) story." Does it mean that it never really pays?

i wish we could go back to cat high, where nothing ever happened. Perhaps, towards the end of the third year. Perhaps. I really, really miss all of the people there. And all my classmates as well. It appears that i have taken them for granted. The only thing i can do now is to hold on tight to whatever's left then....

had face painting today. thx char for helping. really liked it. Spent most of my time today at suntec with wx and others. Crapped away. Oh ya, and i went to visit melissa at the fountain of wealth; she was having this YEP exhibition. Looks fun. Perhaps i should go at the end of the yr too.

seems that it has been a REALLY lousy week. dun want to tok abt it. this is all that shall be said. ;) on the bright side at least PE wasnt that bad today. in fact it's quite slack. Tml's Road Run shld be very xiong then. Haiz. Anyways decided to drop me angel outfit and paint myself. Yeah!

haha. zy has a new name! It's LuLu, after bobo came into class and we all had the urge to give someone a name so dominic named ZY lulu. and mr michael tay had to find out abt it and so now the whole class noes. well, at least he didnt see wad was on the board that zy wrote. ;)

bio lecture was real bad. 1 hour of mindless copying, not understanding a single thing abt endoplasmic reticulum and wad golgi apparatus (hope i got the speeling rite.) So much for not reading beforehand but ______....spoiled my mood for the rest of the day. haiz. mindless copying.....

Relatively short day. Mr Singh has reached a new low today. wont mention details. At this rate i dunno if we can do well for chem. people dun even want to ask abt their doubts lor.

Went back to cat high too, to attend council GM. Really appalled at some things i heard. Wanted to get that dominic to go tutor history but he ran away as he was sick. ~_~ They really needed someone for history rite? Mrs Chung should come talk to him personally. hehe. then got someone go back with me! yay! anyways dined out with vince and mabel...been awhile. missed those days so much. as with the many cups of coffees and the tau kua paus with AT.

Yay jus received news that i can shelf the whole angel thingy. YaAY! didnt like it at all. And ya holycow reminded me of pre-napfa test. will probably fail and then have to go for extra training. wad a waste of precious time.

I hate this feeling. Too relaxed, other than homework load. I am feeling rather uneasy about it. Everyone seems to be having some aim to fulfill but i dont. They get to go to CCA be it hockey, softball, touch rugby, even interact cluB! All i get to do is go home and roT. Life is so miserable now, especially when u dont have an aim. Unlike the times when we had to practise for SYF or when we had to meet up to plan some stuff, this is... retrogression sucks! Nothing to look forward to after school. :( StAsIs!!!!

THe more interesting stuff is that i finally know someone who wears matching PJs to sleep. The button kind. Soooooooo fascinating. I used to think that it is so passe but i think that needs some reviewing. That jus enhanced his persona. yeA!

And we totally crapped the GP lesson with "good teachers" even though some were serious abt it. Educators. There are good ones and bad ones but who's to say whu's gd and who's bad anyway? We have never really been in their shoes before.

Will be going back to sch for GM tml. wonder how it will be like. wad have they been up to?

Most unproductive. Slept half the day away. Been so for the past week, esp with the carbs thingy. This is so not conducive for learning. It's as if the passion for acquring knowledge has fizzled out. *sighs* Till now im still stagnant with half finished tutorials from thursday. Haiz. Hope it'll be a better week with more positivity from everyone else. yes, everyone.

Felt much better today. So went to AMK station at 6 to get ready to line up 4 MTV Asia tix but was told that we had to be spotted. Kinda dumb but it's the novelty that drew me there. Decided to skip SJAB and went to weiming's. Then we went to samuel's house and asked him out for breakfast. FOr THAT, i got scolded by ttk cos he said samuel is not happy. HmpH. so much for a simple thing like a breakfast invitation.

So the day went by and spent most of the day at weiming's, teasing someone abt someone else. Shan't go into further detail here. Went to KFC for dinner but i couldnt eat the fried chicken so luckily i had this sandwich before so wasnt that hungry. talking crap before AMK library was pretty boring. reached home at abt 12. it was really a pity that we couldnt get the tix but there's always next yr. Haaaaiz.

Having a flu, feeling totaly hellish. Even though i didnt have to do PE but still...it's not worth it. Haiz wont blog too much then. Going to lie in bed and feel pathetic...






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The notice board was a huge disaster. People were throwing paper balls instead of helping. HmPH! Anyways we left it as white, mahjong paper white, and char said she will go home to think abt it. Most likely to involve the cow song but i like fluffy sheep better. :)

Went to the library to do bio after sch. Feel like giving up, cos i noe absolutely nuthing abt carbs (that's wad we are doing now btw). So disappointed. Haiz. Then liying had to go training in the rain. Adds to the "poor thing" status. LOL! Oops that makes me mean.......... and so that's another day of my life. Kind of boring haiz.

It was another uneventful day, despite the fact that it's all tutorial today. For one, i was feeling restless and sleepy for i slept late the last night, trying to study for this ambiguous bio test. Also, the chem tutor's lesson was so boring (for he always talked to the board) that i took out the next chem tutorial to do. And i rarely do that.

On a positive note, drama started today. Still, they made us buy this sinister-looking drama collar pin for $4, as if they are short of funds. ~_~. Was asked to dress up as an angel for road run on Valentine's. Wonder why i landed myself in that situation. Haiz.

Will be doing up our class notice boards tml, becos it's a short day. Our CT tutor forgot all abt it today during civics. Oh well. The day could have been shorter if not for the irksome chem tutorial lesson after lunch. If not we can end at 1220, get it? IT'S 1220, S20! if only we could get him to shift the period to mon, during our empty slot. how abt that?

Had a class lunch yesterday. Wasnt THAT enjoyable becos of our ambivalence in choosing a place for lunch but at least the arcade was ok, albeit the dwindling numbers by then. Was exhausted by night, so i ditched the physics graphs aside and went to sleep. Luckily, the deadline has been extended to Friday.

Today was worse. First PE lesson in the week we had to run 4 K! the gals ran 3.4 but tt's alright, 0.6 K is not much of a difference. Still, it was physically very draining; i could hardly move when we got back to school. Will be decorating class notice board tml, hope that everything fits perfectly and not turn out to be a "distasteful pasar malam".

wanted to go jogging this morning but it turned out to be a rainy morning. So ended up talking cock with weixuan under a void deck, after some really idiotic activities, like going all the way up a block and down. ~_~