It was NJ open day today. I think the 38th did quite a good job. It's a pity that the turnout was so low...i think it's less than the 2000 packets of drinks sponsored. oh well, heard from wan hua that this year ppl jus dont wanna turn up. weird people. maebe they have seen it all. wellz. general mood of sian-ness. i think it has to do with the crowd. brrrrr. anyways, well done 38th.

BBQ at victor's(er not where he really lives but it's under his parents' name i guess i dunno) was quite interesting. beehoon that became rice cake and alot of leftover food ha. goodness knows wad kahyen and diana did to the beehoon. i think the guys can cook better than the girls haha. oops. and i should challenge them to bishibashi again. it's so farnie to see silin figuring out wad is going on. and it's supposed to be a stupid game. mwahahah. this is probably the last time i'd be seeing them before As. turnout wasnt big, but i suppose it's bigger than expected. oh wells. suddenly the reality of end of school, A levels and NS start to sink in. quite depressing. i'd rather spend 2 yrs compulsory service studying again. bleah. i think JC work in 4 years would be so much easier to handle. i'll miss NJ. wad's wrong with coming in with 6 pts. quite shocked to hear that from some of us but i guess they are entitled to their opinions. hmm..

suddenly i need to do a CV for internship interview. the stuff to do never ceases to amaze me.....i mean overwhelm me. haiz. wad life? it's all reduced to words and numbers.

Feeling great inertia nowadays. Dont want to start anything, even though As are near and my essay for mr sim is due soon. so much to do but i just wont do it. what's gotten into me? im finished.... maebe i should jus go shatec and do all the hospitality stuff. quite interesting, i think.

THUMP, all the wind gets knocked out of me. reality got to me. enlistment notice - 5 jan, 1245h, BMT training school 2. darn! cant even go for orientation. why cant they take me in like 20 jan!? urgh! welcome to the place where ur brains get rusty. grey and white matter become brown. and they happily assume everyone's going to be a doctor. bleah...mindless ranting. too late at night i think. oh well goodbye!

haaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. been so long since i blogged. wanted to blog a while ago but i think my system went bonkers and refused to acknowledge my modem as a legitimate ADSL modem. :S

GP sak Ms V rox. Applications and SATs sak. so much to do so little time. I dont feel like doing anything anymore. Have to trouble so many people jus to apply to somewhere outside Singapore? Spare me! Shall not say too much here. who knows who's reading. May get charged in a-room-that-was-once-messy-but-now-neater. :p It's so disturbing to know that you can be prosecuted for something private. It's as if somebody chanced upon your diary and comes across incriminating evidence of the malicious that we have done....not that there are many here anyway. 人蜚圣贤, 孰能无过. all sorts of rubbish. yesyes we all know that it's important to... better not. too sensitive.

A levels in less than a months time. But all i can think of now is essays and SATs and apps. someone save me!