Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Is it too much to demand that everyone be on time to go for breakfast together, do what they are supposed to do without reminders and not sleep whenever possible? if u have areas to clean from 0615 to 0730 and servicing at 0700, dont sleep from 0600 to 0650 and ONLY wake up then, when shouted at by the CDS, to do cleaning and forsake servicing. perhaps sleeping in on sat and sun would clear the mind.... I'm not asking for them to preempt what needs to be done (even thought that's a "nice to have"). Why cant we do things based on our own set of values and beliefs and not say, "others never do wad, we do for what?". Therefore, are YOU others, or are YOU, you? Why must we always let "others" restrict our actions? IS it so unreasonable to demand for routine which is supposed to be done daily? Is there a need to constantly remind people? No one will remind me to pay my bills on time! 2nd year, adults....indeed! stop making demands if you cannot fulfill your most basic duties. if that's the case, what can you do? be a burden? stop wasting the resources on this overtaxed Earth..... He was right, it IS hard to do what is right.

"Others" or "other people" are such VULGARITIES!

IF i can do better, why not? Is it becos there is no sense of ownership or pride? There's no need to do things for show but it's only for our own good that everything is serviceable and ready so that we can use them with ease whenever we want to. Why wouldn't anyone understand that? (speaking of which OC and PCs should be grateful for L VCs. Stepped into no. 63619 today, lo and behold, my foot was immersed in oily water boot deep. and the parking brake wasnt engaged. and the steering obviously was loose, hello VC / drv wad are YOU tHInking!?) does it require superhuman effort to remove the seats and clear the cage so that the vehicle and cage can be better swept and the materials can be PROPERLY COUNTED and examined? if i had to do everything again myself, why would i need to tell you what to do first? so that i can learn from your mistakes and not commit the same?!? i'll say if my instructions weren't clear but i dont believe that the power of expression of all 23 of us are EQUALLY bad!

area cleaing is for our own good. hygiene and health among other things like pleasantness and...morale. if u do it daily, there'd be no mad rush at the end of the wk, prior to going home. I am going to call you back on saturday someday, just you wait. we'll see how you like that. what am i to say when you choose sleep over hygiene and end up with millions of MCs and MAs? if i want to do something, i'd like it to be thorough. im not being fastidious, it's necessary. dont patronise me by CARESSING the window panes with newspaper!

like it or not, responsibility is thrusted on you the moment u entered this establishment. if not for others, then for yourself. as the driver, if i cannot look for you to do up your vehicle, then who do i look for? myself? if you'd like to shirk responsibility and rather stay up to fiddle with that convoluted console everyday, then dont bother asking for pay and rank increments when YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF IT ALL. the world isnt all about money! or maybe it is...im sure you cant last one week in my shoes! being without initiative and having to be reminded, pushed, shoved all the time...to think i was once in that rank. what a terrible insult. besmirching the name of all those with that rank!

if our term of service is just 2 years, and what we do is inconsequential, why dont you try getting charged? it's INCONSEQUENTIAL anyway. if you cannot do things right in these 2 years and these things can be done by ANY moron, what makes YOu think you can do ANYthing at all? stop demanding for more respect when you clearly dont know how to give it yourself. how about trying to EARN it? and stop running to places which you deem have more system but have actually LESS work cos that's what? slacking? i dont know. "oh, life has been miserable for me since i got posted here". Get a life! paradigm shift, change your mindset. well...we are HQ too, you know. your mates have been leading and coping perfectly well with "this kind of life" for the past year now so shuddup and deal with it. running away clearly throws the spotlight in your direction.

it has been a year since i first sworn that creed, "to ensure... discipline... AND ...mission readiness." Clearly, THEY are obstructing my path, for example, not filling their bottles before moving out! Clearly, someone didnt ensure. heh. But it is ok. i must do something about that, even if it means being branded a heretic. "I will overcome adversity, with my fighting spirit." i will definitely outlive and outlast YOU. like what certain buffoons used to say every dumb ol' water parade, "...with pride we roar....right the wrong...win the war!". lets see more of that, shall we?

Friday, April 06, 2007