Been so long since ive been online. feel kinda estranged from cyberspace. i always feel as if im doing this blog an injustice by not coming online but i cant help it. like things are spiralling out of controooooolllllllll. jus like all the tutorials and stuff liddat. maebe it's jus elections and elects' camp. haha. was jus thinking of how elections are all so superficial and stuff liddat. cant help but think that a year ago i was part of the cogs in the whole mechanism of elections..shudder.

shldnt say too much abt the candidates here haha god knows who reads this.

Met up with wendy and some of the EL guys on monday. went to pasta mania (Fish&Co. originally but oh well.) and literally pigged it out haha. Wendy was so dramatic and inspiring, as usual. Shaved her head bald and apparently it was quite an experience for her la, cos of nosey fishmongers. Cant imagine any of the girls in college doing that haha. i dare them. And her husband cried when he first saw it. OMG! haha i was so touched. i think wendy's being very effusive and jus expresses what she feels. perhaps that's why everyone likes her. haha.

PE yesterday was HORRID! not cos of the activities but cos of the theft that occurred while we were abusing our bodies. 3 phones and some cash! was so shocked la. could be anyone but haiz. luckily i was the least hit by the thief. nobody wanted a Ericsson T100 that's abt to break down i guess.

Today was really a series of unfortunate events. left my house at 0620h but only reached sch at 0735h. Missed the first 852, overshot 1 stop at adam rd and missed the bus outside bukit timah NPC. in the end took the 852 that came later. should have jus waited for the 852 frm home. was so empty somemore. haiz....

haven done HW for a week now. need to start doing. taz

Was quite peeved today when my queue was cut. and it's by my friends somemore. sooooo disappointed. it's like besmirching all things nice and positive i had abt them. suddenly became very inconsiderate very jerk-like. brr. now u noe why my face was black the later part of the day. i guess it doesnt pay to expect so much from others. they'll jus end up disappointing u one day or another. it's like that with family too. nothing hurts me more than disappointment...

went suntec today to see yifang compete in singing competition for The sound of music. a pity her gp didnt win. they were good ok. and the winner for Capt. von trapp and maria - fixed i tell u! another reason y the arts hasnt flourished in Singapore. haiz maebe im jus biased but i dont really think they were deserving. oh well...

Another round of council interviews tml. will be shot since no. of applicants is very low for round 2. saw the briefing for successful interviewees. seems too informal alr. hope the candidates take it seriously. i think if the briefing is serious yet the slides are informal, they'd get a mixed signal and not very effective if we want them to be serious. sure, there should be fun and joy and learning but that should be left to the individual and their mentors to decide. our side should be more sombre i think. well, jus a thought. in case they make a mockery out of us. perhaps such ambivalence doesnt work for me.