Feeling great inertia nowadays. Dont want to start anything, even though As are near and my essay for mr sim is due soon. so much to do but i just wont do it. what's gotten into me? im finished.... maebe i should jus go shatec and do all the hospitality stuff. quite interesting, i think.

THUMP, all the wind gets knocked out of me. reality got to me. enlistment notice - 5 jan, 1245h, BMT training school 2. darn! cant even go for orientation. why cant they take me in like 20 jan!? urgh! welcome to the place where ur brains get rusty. grey and white matter become brown. and they happily assume everyone's going to be a doctor. bleah...mindless ranting. too late at night i think. oh well goodbye!