Went back for PastVSPresent in NJ today. It was pretty much a flop but it was gooood to see my ex-gpmates and council friends. It's like everyone represented a fragment of a memory, waiting to be relived. Alas, moments can never be relived - somehow, something will be different. It's not fair to our memories to try and recreate it. Love 'em. hate 'em. I think the most pathetic thing is to be apathetic. Good + Bad + what my mind chose to remember = me. The i-couldnt-be-bothered mentality jus means a life lived for nothing, wasted.

And i met 2 gps of friends for lunch and dinner. It felt wonderful to be able to satisfy my cravings and hunger and to know that people are moving on with their lives at the same time. Hall life, prelims, promos, PW. and yes, NS. The things that are yet to be seem so exciting and those that have passed simply hold many beautiful memories. what would i do without them? maebe i'll jus be another product of a sterile, and indifferent mechanism.