This one week leave seems so surreal. The world is whizzing past and i am just sitting there, watching. I liked breakfast today with wx, golden rays cast on green foilage and people scurrying to work. How i wished everyday was like that. NS really reduced me to a drone, as if everyday had the same routine, with slight variations in the "lessons". And so i was bored at home. Then i decided to go find diana at her workplace. surprise surprise, it was a sight to behold. and she still cannot make good latte yet. i guess she'll learn, before flying off to King's college for Law. It's amazing but i nvr imagined her doing that. The world is a cruel place. Then somehow, i randomly met up with michelle and ylang. they happened to be shopping in the area and were trying to get purple jello for aerius parteh on sat. it felt good seeing people that u haven got a chance to see or properly talk to for sometime. Those 2 were, according to themselves, bumming ard all the time. haha. and kai ru came along aft work. Seeing people move on made me feel a sense of loss, as if there was something that i didnt get to do. and the sch term is starting soon. University, the next phase in life...for some. I felt really ancient at that thought. like somehow being left behind in time and space. Whoever said being adults were free? i say they are saddled with much more responsibilities. OK im talking very randomly here. me thoughts are disorganised but i cannot help it since it's been like a month since i last blogged. nvr knew how i wuld feel if i had to attend school where i really dun want to go. it has nvr happened before i hope it will nvr happen ever. If the army has given me anything, it has taught me to live by the day. and is that really a bad thing? i dont know. i jus dont want to think so far ahead cos it's causing a HUGE migraine. maebe that's a reason to downgrade pes...