Voyager concluded without a bang. or rather, it was a pretty pointless exercise. and i havent felt more relieved to go back to coyline since BMT fieldcamp.

This new year is feeling pretty different. I guess it's jus different with less people around...and ppl ard me are getting pretty lousy news about their loved ones, accidents... fortunately eugene's not harmful in any way. is it jus nature's way of dealing with the booming global population? it's a black period indeed. cant imagined being bumped off just like that. The frailty of life never seemed more real..

Been having weird thoughts about the fish in the supermarket. What did its eyes look like when it was alive? why is its mouth open? I thought i saw it jump at me....and images of it served on platters on the dining table were conjured out of nowhere, becoming images of body parts served on tables. freaky. do vegans think of such things? they think such therefore they are such? i dunno... but it's not as if im becoming vegan anytime soon. brrrr..