It was a short week. And yet there's so much unhappiness. especially when some try not do their jobs and pretend that no one will find out. like an ostrich. or try to escape from reality or cannot prioritise. when will i get out of such........swamps. and when i find out, i get depression. you read correct. d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n. and i start to think of evil things. :D and then i think of those who don't deserve it but they are really just a minority. 1-for-all and all-for-1.

some things and people just make my day but SOME things and people... cause it to sour just as quickly. i think im getting too emotional too easily. and it's not very good when ally mcbeal-esque situations start invading my mind. definitely not desirable but sometimes, that's what some people deserve, alright.

sometimes i wished i had a group of KOS-MOSes. so that i dont have to bother explaining or trying to enforce basic, routine stuff to reluctant, disillusioned, disgruntled, misguided, self-denying sloths who sleep their lives away. so that i can not suffer wide fluctuations in mental waves, hormonal levels and nervous impulses. i shall try to be more imprevious to such afflictions. but im human too. i can only try to be positive.

The world is full of love, warmth and everything good. all of it just eludes a particular corner of SGC. =)