The last week has been absolutely...slack. range, recce, slack slack slack. and several clandestine ops at night. felt kinda bad leaving the "kids" behind but i've concluded that i shouldnt bother so much cos it's not worth it. but that has left my tired and groggy for many days. i endeavour to stay more alert and squeeze in more things during working hours.

the calm before the storm. listening to him rattle on and on about next 2 wk's program, im suddenly glad that im on course. cept that i have to come back at night for remedial...:(

and i mus remind myself not to bother changing duties for other people anymore, if they cannot find their own replacements. it's like im bringing it upon myself. eternal punishment - repent and atone for you sins. bribery makes the world go round. pt proven: 人之初，性本贱. absolutely abysmal. i hope history doesnt repeat itself.

Stunning revelations... All the best to the Big Cats next week(s). hehe.